What is love, a curse or a blessing in disguise 🥰

What is love? A feeling? A curse? A blessing? Is it the feeling when u wake up, and before rubbing ur eyes the first thing u do is check his messages? Or is it the feeling when u wake up and can't feel him beside u? Is it the smile when u see his snaps? Or are the tears that flows when u miss his presence? Is it the wholesome feeling of being in love? Or is it the loneliness of your spirit that is attached to his spirits? Is it love when we can feel each other's soul or is it love when we hope to reunite in another place that is beyond from this world? And so i ask again what is love? A blessing or a curse?