bro, life is weird yo.

it’s weird right, one minute you wanting change and it never comes and then you start to chill about it and it all comes at once. it’s like a little switch or direction change and you open the flood gates to a different way of being, energy wave, a bit nexus ribbon in that star trek movie (i forget which one)

i’m thankful for it right now, the universe dropping me a bone and instead of just apathy or restraint i’m both feet forward. what’s super interesting to me as well is how these things seem to mold around your circumstances.

Most of the time in the past it’s always been swapping one situation to another one and trying to make it work but just lately (and maybe because of the pandemic) i’m finding that now my day has multiple facets to it.

I’m not a nine to fiver boy anymore (long time since i have been) i’m an early morning, sprints, swap, and now swap again. It’s crazy but it fits and i think it’s gonna work. the idea that i can block out my time like this is incredibly healthy for someone like me that needs to know what’s coming up so i can shape my day around.

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also, paying debts down, putting funds away in savings, actually planning every four weeks to get a project started or time blocked out. that’s huge. With all the day to day changes of life i feel like those decisions made years ago are finally bearing fruit as we hit global hard times.

I guess it’s about the flexibility to change things up. You can get suppressed by things that don’t allow you to make a move. You get concerned about making all the things work. How your time might be worse off if you make the wrong decision and yet if you don’t then you’ll never know.

right now, my day to day life is looking pretty sick. I know it’s going to open up further doors to access to better equipment, recording spaces and places and the ability to invest and save and start making my assets work for me better. I can feel the calling of the culling of an older life, an older me with out of date ideas and a rise from the ashes a brand new future me.

i did start doing a few little chores around the house, new wiring, new power units, proper cabling route and the ability to unclip the cables for outdoor runs all IP rated if i wanted to say run the slow cooker or an electric hotplate in summer time (which reminds me i totally need to upgrade my pizza oven situation)

i think the extra activity will make a difference for my health as well, while i don’t really like the chopping and changing of energies normally between tasks and chores in multiple fields in a day i think when it fits, it works.. .

. .. i sometime track back and wonder if it was all the energy i used up before now to get it to this point or if something just unlocked because we did something different somewhere, i guess i have to be happy that i’ll never know.

manifesting can be extremely powerful stuff!

have a fantastic week.

humble x