NOT AFRAID

What's your past like?
Is it something close to your favorite color?
Can you flaunt them proudly?
Well, here's a piece I have to say.

I have repainted.
Like placing tattoos on my wound's cicatrix.
The very why I stayed indoors to safe my mind.
Going without that feeling of it shame is like solving my SS3 matrix.
It's a characteristic that's tough for me to find.

But I've repainted
My past isn't a baggage a can't go about with.
They are nothing but ashes.
I cremated it.
Mixed 'em with water and some colors.
Now it looks exactly like my favorite color.

I have repainted
The scenes I couldn't show out.
Ugly and daunting.
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Now, with my favorite color, I have repainted.
Every ugly scenes from my past.

I always tell people this. If you do not want people or someone to expose you, expose yourself first.
Your past won't haunt you if you first haunt it.
I hope this builds your self confidence.
@kistarry01